My first crush

Oh its dangerous and uncontrollable,
people call it CRUSH.
I felt like a lady,
when those goosebumps came,
heart started racing
Y??
Because I spotted the guy,
among the thousands,
with whom i was going to spend my life.
I was ten.
He sat beside me and our world we shared.
He wasn't a dude, no beard,
neighther the abs.
Come on he was also ten.
Time passed
We had rifts,
then started sharing the gifts.
14 we were
officialy we said the three magical words
I LOVE YOU.
Whatever he used to say,
it used to make my day.
Long phone calls,late nite talks.

Oh dear
I made it very clear,
though we were near,
there should be a distance,
I had my fears,
he used to wipe my tears.
Months passed.
I did a ditch,
like they say you may even call me a bitch.
Lifetime vows broke,
I don't know the reasons that stroke.
I made a decision,
you may call it happy realisation.
I felt triumphed,
I conquered crush.

But the goosebumps still come...
oh the damn hormones...
Now i have a latest crush...